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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Today is the day I will start my adventure.... tomorrow morning after my coffee

So much has happened in the past year. We have moved to Phoenix, met life-long friends, learned lessons, had a near fatal accident.... and here we are now. . YOu would think that after all that life has handed me, it would be easy for me to see through the fog, and recongnize the sunshine that will burn it all away. But I have been being super negative, only thinking of the worst possible situations, only thinking of what we dont have anymore; our own space, our routine, our privacy.
And here is where "easier said than done" comes into play. Well, since I can recognize this, I am now determined to change my attitude. I need to be thankful for what it is and not complain about what it isnt.
I have found the differences between want and need and also the timing that comes with it. Do I need my own kitchen? No, I want my own kitchen. When the other elemants are right, I will once again have my own. But for now I have Bobby and Frankie and Mattie. And we have family that loves us and we are getting along just fine.
So my new adventure will start with something being done every-single-day. Something that I can say was accomplished, started, finished, learned, taught. Today, I unloaded out trailer that has been sitting since last Thursday. Loaded the bikes and unloaded everything else.